Poet Mode - What I'm Going To Do

When we have the time
I'm going to slow wind
On your body and your mind
I'm going to dip it low
And bring it up slow
I'm going to take my time
Getting to know your grind
I'm gonna make your soul cum
I'm gonna make you mine . .
I'm going to take my tongue and run it up your spine
I'm going to take you high as high as you can climb

I'm going to caress your mental state
I'm going to climb on top and girate
I'm going to stop making you wait
I'm going to exhale as you penetrate
. . . poetry by Alver lol

Looking Forward To LIVING!

Before our split I used to think that Galen and I were meant to be together. I still believe that. What our union has contributed to the world is very powerful, two beautiful and brilliant beings whose existence has enhanced not only our lives but the world. Galen and I were destined to create. The thing about it though is that we were not meant to be together forever. There is someone else with whom I am destined to continue life's journey, and I'm okay with that. But I wasn't initially. Leaving was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. My heart was crushed. I had lost all faith in love. I'm over that now. I used to believe that love would make any and everything okay. I've realized that it's not quite so simple. There are a lot of facters that make a relationship successful and enduring. To sum it up I'll just say that the 'right' love is the main ingredient. The right love has a sincere and vested interest in your happiness and not just in their own. No doubt you must love yourself before you can love others. Without self-love, any love you attempt to give will be unhealthy. I thank God that I am no longer the giver or recipient of unhealthy love. I am looking forward to the partner that God will send my way. I'm not searching for it, or putting life on hold waiting for it, but I'm open to receive it. Having someone to come home to to enhance your happiness is a beautiful thing, it's love that is pimped out. I'm looking forward to some pimped out love and to all the people who will come into my life over the years and bless me with the experiences, lessons, and gifts they will leave behind. Every day I wake up thanking God for all the yesterdays and looking forward to living.

Commuting with Kiddies- Scene 1

Me: Driving down H Street
Angel: Coloring in the back seat
Phyre:Looking out the window

Angel: yelling "Mom! You made me mess up. You need to stop driving like that!"
Me: calmly "Who do you think you're talking to! You need to watch your mouth! The road is bumpy."
Angel: under her breath "You"
Phyre: gasps
Me: reaching back to smack Angel across her legs while driving
Me: noticing that it must not have hurt, as she kept right on coloring and never even looked up
Me: trying to save face "Next time I will make it hurt. You need to have respect!"
Angel: while still coloring and still not looking up "It did hurt mommy"
Phyre: to Angel "You really shouldn't have said that"

Moral of this story, go with your instinct . . . if you're going to spank, pull the car over, get out and make the spanking count! As much as I try to appeal to my children logically as to why certain things are right and others are wrong, sometimes you've got to take it back to basics and whoop that ass.

Poet Mode: Dear Love

Letter to The One I Love

Dear Love,

I'm writing this letter not to tell you how I feel
But to let you know the reasons why I know this love is real
It's not because you tell me so everyday, although you do
And it's not because you told me that you'd always be true
It's not because you pick me up when my spirits are blue
And I bet by this time you haven't a clue
You're wondering why aren't you?
If it's not because of all the sweet things that you say
Then how else do I know this love is here to stay?
Well it's not because you calm me when my mood is kinda bad
And it's not because you make me laugh even when I'm mad
Its not that you hold me tight and just right and are sensitive to my needs
It's because you do these things simply out of love for me
You don't have to love me and show it so well too
But you want to make me happy, and you do.

Thank you